No light at the end of the tunnel

I am in a bad space this week.  So I am walking around a bit angry and emotionally shut off.  I am angry at my self for being hopeful and positive when the world insists on being a total meanie.  So today I am going to throw a pity party...and yes I will be the VIP guest, the DJ, the punch spiker(sp) and I will dance all by lonesome self with my arms wrapped around my body pumping some idiotic soppy song.

*gets into her running clothes and reluctantly starts her day*.