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This is a lonely place to be in.  To wake up and not know how to feel.  So you wake up, go for a run, take a shower and be part of the day.  It does not matter the fact that you dead inside or the fact that nothing makes sense anymore, you have to show up.   So you laugh at their jokes, you reply to what people are saying and act as normal as possible.

Then you go back to your room, put the mask away, the room that is coincidentally in the corner in the basement, your dungeon the only place that makes sense.  You eat your misery and pain away, because that is the only thing you can control at the moment.

To think beyond today is scary, so I live for the next hour.  I cannot promise anything further than that, am sorry.